Stop being so pathetic and stand up for yourself.
Some days are full of joy some are full of sorrows. Some days I feel I’m complete, some days I feel empty. Some days I feel contented some days I wish I was in someone else’s life.
Someday I wish to be okey.
I have never imagined a life like this. I didn’t think I could be this tough and strong before. With all the bullshits and afflictions I have gone through these past few months, I’m amazed by myself. My busy schedule has drained my physical energy, I was affected emotionally because I didn’t have enough time for my loved ones too. Yet I’m still here. Stronger than ever. I still don’t trust myself enough because I know there was someone out there behind every scene. I know it’s You, Ama. And I’m forever grateful everyday.